On the wall near the spirituality space
on the second floor of our home is a post it with a quote from Pedro Arrupe,
SJ. It reads “una experiencia no reflexionada es una experiencia no vivida” -
“an experience that is not reflected upon is an experience that is not lived.”
Part of my nightly prayer involves review and reflection on the day, but a
broader perspective can reveal themes that are missed. Sometimes we need to
step back from examining the trees that make up the days and take in the forest
of our lives. So every three months I'm stepping back, looking around, and
mulling it all over.
Today marks 15 months since I arrived. Things have changed in those 15 months. I'm a second year now. I'm not the new kid
on the block anymore. I'm established in Andahuaylillas. I get special second
year privileges like having visitors. The first three months of my second year
haven't been very mission focused, but they have been very fun. Here's the
themes I see looking back.
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Receiving Love
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Ocongate Summer Camp
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New Community
Receiving Love
In one of my favorite books, Winnie the
Pooh, Christopher Robin tells his silly old bear “How lucky I am to have something
that saying goodbye so hard.”
Christopher Robin never moved to Peru. But I
can only imagine that if Pooh and the gang had surprised him with a visit he
would say “how lucky I am to have people who will come so far to see me!”
In the past three months I received 2
visits. My family (mother, father, and sister) came to celebrate Christmas. Two
days after they left my best friend Kevin arrived for a two week visit that
involved Lima, Andahuaylillas, and hiking a 15,000 foot pass.
How blessed I am indeed.
It's impossible to express how wonderful it
is to see the faces you love most, to hold those precious people in your arms
and be wrapped up in theirs, after a year of only seeing their faces on a
screen. What I got for Christmas this year surpasses all other years combined.
Five dear people crossed great distances, spent lots of money, and gave up two
weeks to come be with me. I know that they wouldn't have done such a trip
without thinking it would be worth it. I can only hope that it was.
I also have to mention the various
cards/packages I received after my plea for mail in December. Mail takes a long
time to make it here, but when it does it's always a special occasion. I now
have 1 envelope, 5 postcards, 18 letters, and 1 45-piece puzzle taped to the
wall at the foot of my bed. I can't afford to respond to all this mail (if I
paid all that postage I wouldn't have money left over for toothpaste). Once
again I am receiving love I cannot repay, and all I can say is thank you.
Receiving love with grace has been one of
the constant lessons here. It's something I get an opportunity to practice all
the time. I cannot pay back all the love I have/will receive while in
Andahuaylillas. It's something I hope to pay forward over the course of my
life.
Ocongate Summer Camp
The 2016 curso vacacional
(“vacational course,” as it's officially called) was much better than last
year's. There was more structure, and I'm sure the students got more out of it.
We had a team of 7 adults working as teachers, caregivers, and planners to
create an academic and well-rounded experience for the children.
Sr. Mary Hart taught me that every
child is worth a summer. Her wisdom is just as true in the rural context of the
Ocongate as it is true in the urban context of Roxbury. I will never forget howfar those children travelled to learn, how much together
time each family gave up for their son or daughter's academic opportunity.
“This is why you have to be a good teacher” are words that will resonate with
me my entire career.
Part of the joy of serving at the curso vaacional was in the directness
of the service provided. Once again, a school year is starting and my role at
FyA 44 isn't completely clear (though it's much clearer than it was last year).
Sometimes I question how needed I am, how much service I'm really providing in
Andahuaylillas. But no such doubts came up in Ocongate. I saw how much the kids
learned in just four weeks.
And I got to see a project through from
start to finish. The school year is so long that it can be difficult (at least
as a new teacher) to see the whole thing in its entirety. But with a four week
course serving 52 children, it's easy to hold it all in mind.
The end of the Ocongate curso vacacional
also meant my first goodbyes. It's unlikely I'll see any of those students
again. Last December I wished my students a good summer as we ended the school
year, but a few weeks ago I said a true goodbye to all 52 students. That's part
of the reality of service like this – you come and you leave. At the end of
this year I'll be leaving, and there will be many more goodbyes. The end of the
curso vacacional was a small sip from the bittersweet cup from which
I'll drink deeply come December.
New Community
The last few months have been a hectic time
for the Mountain House community. Because of various visits and commitments,
we've had very little time just the four of us together despite having “lived
together” for over three months. In the last week we've finally had time to
breathe together and think about the Mountain House 2016 community.
I'm excited about this year's community. I
think it will be stronger and more joyful than last year's. After all, that's
the point of the way community turnover works (some JVs leave, some stay, and
some arrive) – that each year can learn from the weaknesses/mistakes of the
previous year.
At this stage, the 2016 community holds more
potential than memories. As the year progresses we'll have our fun, make our
mistakes, and try our hardest to live out the four values in the context of
Andahuaylillas. The school year begins on Monday, let's hope we're up to the
challenge.
I believe we are.